A Changing Season
Prologue
It
has often been said that the ultimate direction of your life can
be traced back to one significant moment in time. For my mother
that moment may have been the day she married my father – or,
perhaps, it was the day he left her for the second time. For my
father it was the very instant his father died.
I
sometimes wonder if my life changed the day I began my journey, or
the day I first began to comprehend the clarity I obtained from
it. I thought of turning back at one point, but by then truth,
secrets and deceptions were so entwined that I had lost track of
where I was. And when
the direction of your life is about to abruptly change, you never
seeing it coming. Even when you do finally recognize it you
can’t possibly foresee where it will lead. I suppose the day
that set my life on its present course was the day my father came
to see me … for the last time.
You Can’t Go Home Again –
Chapter One
A Changing Season
...(Excerpts
from Chapter One)
As
the car turned the corner and
headed towards the highway Maria could see Ray sitting at the bus
stop. He looked the same as all those mornings -- years before
their divorce -- when he would wait to catch the commuter bus to
work. She saw the bus approaching and hurried to reach him before
he boarded. He noticed her pull along side the curb. She rolled
down the window of the little Honda and shouted to him, "Ray,
it was a shock to see you after all these years. Please, come back
to the house and let's talk." He knew by her presence
there that she had looked inside the envelope. He also knew that
his son not being there meant he had seen the contents of the envelope as well.
"Stubborn, just like when I
was his age" Ray thought to himself.
He
started towards the bus then stopped, turned, and looked back at
her and hesitated -- as if taking one final look at her.
“I can’t do that Maria" is all he said, then
continued up the steps.
Maria stood there bewildered as the bus pulled off. She heard a
loud gong echo in her ear. It seemed out of place. A sudden
flash of light was the last thing she remembered before she was
knocked to the ground from the explosion; her body shredded like
paper from the bus debris.
Everything
was suddenly quiet. What remained of the bus lay on its side like
a dead animal. As though lions had ripped at for hours, there were
torn
fragments of metal that lay littered on the highway -- as if waiting for
the Vultures to come and remove what little remained. Bur there
were no Vultures, there was only a graveyard of scrap metal and burnt flesh
that eliminated any traces of the surrounding Evergreen in the
air. Oddly, there were no
on-lookers, no cars, no movement of any kind. Just a strange
heaviness in the air.
The
gonging sound that Maria heard continued until it pierced deep
into Ray Jr’s sleep. His eyes opened; terror on his face. He sat
straight up in his bed unsure of what had just happened. He was
sweating, breathing heavy as he gazed around the small bedroom.
Everything seemed to be in place. He
heard the doorbell and then his mother whisked past his room, “Jay,
honey, please answer the door.” She’s not dead, he thought. His father was still gone,
he knew, but the rest of it was only some weird dream that fused
reality with fiction that had no meaning. With relief, his heart
still racing, he collapsed
back into the bed.
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....
continued later in Chapter One:
Juliann
returned to her old wooden chair and began to type once more. Her
fingers danced along the keyboard. Like a chorus of crickets they
created a symphony of ideas that echoed throughout the country
field, as a smile now eased up the
left side of her face. She never knew from the start how the story
would unfold; where it would lead or how the characters would
develop. Sometimes she felt as though she was just an observer of
a life in progress, rather than the author of it. What would
now happen to Ray? She didn’t know but was anxious to find out
and knew that that the story would reveal itself to her. Maybe
tomorrow, she thought. It would come from out of the early morning
dew and she would be there to bare witness and then record it
all.
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